It has been quite some time since I have been on here to write, and life has been happening left and right.... Lately life just seems to be coming at me so fast and I dont know where to turn anymore. Everything I know to do I have done, well thats not true... i havent been going to as many meetings as I should and I know I haven't been praying as I should be either....
I guess I am just in a limbo right now... Not knowing what the next right thing is and how to do it right... My car got repoed and Im sleeping on a couch, I am happy where I am living but I know that it isnt permanent. It seems that everything I do I mess it up and everywhere I turn something bad is going on. Knowing me it is most likely my perception of life and I can slip into self pity in a heart beat. Which is what I'm trying not to do. I know that there are plenty of people out there that love me and are glad that I am in their lives but somedays I want to give up. I dont want to fight the fight....
I don't know where to turn in all of this and what exactly I am trying to say. What I do know is that I gotta keep on keeping on and eventually everything will work out....
I just wish it was sooner than later.
Much has changed since you posted this. Just goes to show you how... if we pause long enough.. it changes. Amazing how God works
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