Pain From Within

This feeling comes from within

It is a hatred a disgust that I cannot bear

You look at me and you dont really see me

There is a smile on my face and I may even laugh

However you do not see the pain that is with me

Today you left your mark and now some have seen

The path your rath has taken over

I try to rest in Gods hands

This disease of you holds me too tight

My body hurts from the inside

A relief I know comes from a blade

It reminds me that I am human

I want to feel it so bad

But I know that if I do

Too many people will see

My Pain from Within